on being a kuya

i almost cried while watching this...  sometimes i wonder if that's how my boys feel toward each other.  and i try to compensate for it by having special time with each one.  but sometimes, it's not possible to have one-on-one time, so... i just hope that my boys know that they are all so special to me and that i love each of them so much for such a variety of reasons. i would not be able to adequately express my love for them - it's so huge!